My aim to stave of jerking my self off for 3 weeks went out the window this morning. I woke up with the biggest boner since the last 2 weeks and was feeling horny as hell. Even the glans was swollen and was sensitive in a lesser but more pleasurable way. While on my computer there were some images of beautiful women on a website and i did a google image search to find out who the model was.. And that was it.
One image led to another. Pictures started getting more and more erotic until i finally couldnt handle it anymore. I desperately had to get off. But after handling my dick a certain way all these years i really didnt know how id go about jerking off now. Earlier while uncut id just use the foreskin to stroke from mid shaft to the tip. Now i was a bit perplexed as i did want to get off but also didnt want to touch the frenulum area that is still having a couple of stitches. I pulled out an old tube of KY and applied it to the glans and started rubbing it with just my index finger and thumb. It felt good but even after several minutes i couldnt feel the sensation of an orgasm. All these years its been pretty vigorous stroking so i guess this wasnt working. I was almost about to stop cause it was taking so long and maybe the gentleness wasnt working for me. But that led to more sexual frustration and i decided to even stroke the shaft of my dick with my other hand. Eventually i came and then my senses came back too and i started to regret doing this so soon.
And so this is my advice -- Wait for at least 3-4 weeks before attempting anything. I went to the washroom to wash my self off and i could see a spot of blood on the base of my glans where the stitches were. I was totally freaked out but luckily it didnt hurt. I washed off everything and the drop of blood also washed away. I think the friction against the few remaining stitches caused the blood drop. Anyway i just wshed up and applied the betadine ointment and put on my undies after putting on a cotton gauge. I didnt feel anything else for the rest of the morning. However in the afternoon i found that the cotton gauge was stuck to the opening on my glans. This never happened before, as the cotton gauge only used to get stuck to the frenelum part and not the tip. I figure its due the morning activity that removed some of the keratinised skin on the glans and caused it to stick. I just soaked my dick in warm salt water again for a couple of minutes and it was off.
I dont want to jerk off again, so that there is no further problems caused by it. But its really hard and once i start i find it really hard to stop.
One thing I'd like to point out is that i have read many intactivists saying that orgasms dont feel as good post circ and that sex is not pleasurable anymore. Personally i hate the extremism on both sides of the whole circ issue that one finds online. Most people are either vehemently for it or against it. I feel that this is kind of stupid. I would agree that maybe circumcision should not be done to babies -- but i remember praying and wishing countless times i was circed as a baby when i spent the last decade dealing with my phimosis. The thing is had i had a fully retractable foreskin i wouldnt have wanted to get circed. But since i had phimosis and ballanoposthis i used to woefully wish that i was circumcised as a baby. If i have a son in the future, I would never want for him to go through what I did, growing up always lacking confidence and feeling like a bit of a freak. But i would still avoid circumcision on a baby. I think surgery should always be the last resort and even in my case i tried several things before realizing that surgery was the only sure shot permanent solution for me. Now adult circumcision is another thing altogether. I dont get why so many people are strongly against. Nowadays people dont even bat an eye while getting breast implant or nose jobs or tummy tucks or any one of the hundreds of purely cosmetic surgeries both men and women go through just for the sake of vanity. Sure there maybe underlying psychological issues and it may improve a persons overall quality of life by doing these surgeries which is why i am always surprised to see so many sites where people use extreme words like mutilation and even going as far as to compare it with female circumcision. Anyway i guess i am ranting but my point is have a moderate outlook and understand the reason for people opting to do the things they do before jumping all over and putting them down with rigid thoughts and opinions.
Coming back to the point --- pleasure wise, at least from masturbation, wasnt all that different for me. Some dudes have reported greater pleasure but for me i felt it was pretty much on par with what i used to experience prior to getting circed. The only difference was earlier i could jack off any time, any where in a matter of 3-4 minutes. From todays experience I guess going ahead i would need lots of lube and a fair amount of time. I cannot talk about penetrative sex as I haven't engaged in it even before getting circed (yes technically I'm a virgin :P). I have had only bjs and handys till date. I honestly feel bjs will feel a whole lot better now cause of the direct contact to the exposed glans and handys were good but never did all that much for me as I was too used to my own hand. However, at this point I can only speculate until I actually receive some action. I think it will be months before i have the nerve to whip it out in front of a girl, but I dont see any major problems, in fact i guess the delayed climax will only be appreciated.
